Update

hey nobody,
okay maybe not nobody but come on, hardly anyone reads this so why say hey everyone... and the people that do read it - i litrely force them too! *cough* Jayveer * cough* can you believe it, I left him a comment on his blog, and told him I did that like 20 times, just so that he would leave me one... but why am I telling this to nobody/somebody? I guess i just feel pethetic writting stuff and never getting comments.. feel like nobody reads it.

Anyway, I think people shoulg check out my story... really, that might be a bit more interesting... because it has a story line and stuff.. I havnt done much yet but I've started. Oh and dont forget, when you read it, go from bottom to top, so from the last'est post to the newest one... thats the order obviously. Just to make it easier, the 1st post is 'dear readers'. I havnt done much, Ill write more over the weekend... Iv got it on paper! I've just been busy crying over my results and how much my new time table sucks - which ofcourse tina will get changed by hook or crook! No body... and I mean no body mucks around with my future! I've got it all planned out - not the future... but what I'm going to do, to get it changed, and I'll make sure they put me in the subjects I want :-( Dickheads.

Oh and allegra, mg and me made some... cool stuff.. I'll probably put that on here soon for no one to see it :-) how idiotic of me. who ever said it was sad that i write blogs, sure had a brain. God I have nothing better... But i like writting stories.. so i might enjoy that if people actualy READ and botther to comment! Soo.. if anyone wants the link to that... I guess just let me know and I'll give it to you..

cheers...
tina xo

Designs

You know how every girl has a dream? every girl likes to dress up? we ALL love a nice set of make up for special occasions and we all love expensive shopping and clothes and a good man and... and you know where I'm going with this...

Weddings?
No..

But a few weeks ago an amazzinng thing happend.. I know its a bit 'early' for it but, Om asked me to his Christmas Ball!!! *excited* sure, its COLD in london and all.. But I'm sure Ill fit right in (laughs)...'yeah right'.. even still, how awesome is that... going with him to hsi Xmas Ball! Not as his friend or just a girl or... a date..but as 'his girlfriend'... i thought it was so cute. and I was so excited that I already designed a few dresses ha-ha, only problem being... they all look so good on the tall skinny big boob-ed drawings lol soo I dont know how it would look on me! Plus... London.. Backles... Death.. Hmmm

well here they are! And I think Id want to wear the one he likes the most... or I might make more designs and then make him pic when he is Here(!)

Aww.. i can just picture it.. the ball..going with him.. as his gf.. cute.. Id like to be known as 'Omar's Girlfriend'...Id LOVE to be known as it!!

Lastly, i just want to say thankyou.. to Omar.. you know how they say, there's a woman behind every sucessful man.. well, its been the other way around here, every amazing Idea I have has majority of the times been inspired by him.. this wouldnt have been one if it werent for him.. and then my Vet Course Teacher said, do a Piece and Patch work... and I'm going to use this for it... and I already made something.. I like it so far, also, inspired by him!! Well, it IS for him... but shh... he wont figure that one out till I give it to him in person!

Tina xo

B-u-l-l-s-h-i-t-!

This will hopefully be my last blog till after the exams.. unless i go off my timetable and have another stupid fit and have an urge to write.. lets hope not. But I'm sure thousands of you people who dont even read or comment on my blog dont really.. care... oh how say Dont even give a shit =-)

I was in English today, and something happened.. well alot happend, i had a fight with my teacher and told him shit and argued and then ended up in tears and made sure no one noticed but they did! anyway.. thats not the something.. the something is when My teacher got really pissed off because everyone came in too late.. not a morning person ey! And usualy he doesnt scream.. well iv never heard his voice high. only angry, not screamy. Not an emo person either!

He said to the other kids that were late.. "You see a nice person.. and you exploid them.. you notice their nice and they dont like too much conflict or tention.. so you take advantage of that and you mis-use their personality to your advantage... and when they do get fed up and let it all out and get frustrated and tell you how they feel... you go, ooo their so nasty ooh what a stuck up person look at that attitude my god what a bitch.. or' oh somebody is having mood swings.. yeah someonez had a tough day, oh how selfish... well guess what... B-u-l-l-s-h-i-t-! Dont you dare give me that crap. Im in the mood YOU put me in..."

and Im sitting there thinking... wow... talk about you just spoke my mind! Iv been feeling that way but i didnt know how to explain it.. I didnt have the words and i so desperatly needed an answer that i started blaming myself, and thinking I do have mood swings and im nasty and im a bitch... but Im over that. because i so get what he means.. its just.. so true.. like when your sweet.. and then suddenly when your angry and bitchy, people... god they gossip and they'll say all this shit to you and how your unfair... well, ur in the mood THEY put you in! No one has a right to mis-use what you let them have like that.. such as ur trust and your loyalty. Its not fair is it?

So even though I dont really like him, because I think he can be.. a bit selfish at times.. like he's seen so much in life that your problems mean shit to him and thats the part i dont like... and i guess he's an english teacher.. one that lives in an illsion of his life. all the things about his life sound so out there made up.. I guess what he said today really made sence and got to me... and i had to write on it.. oh and another thing he said -

Big brother is L-A-M-E.

Cheers